roskis @ 2005-10-06T11: 24:00
Today I bought a coat. a green coat. a green coat too warm for winter. I wish it were all that easy. you cold? because you buy a coat. but not when you are cold there is nothing to warm you soul, and soul is frozen. For days I have a horrible feeling. and try to remember and to remember, and try to give the least possible importance. but you know how I am. scratch to scratch until the head gets eaten so much scratch, even where there will be scratched. the fact is that I think all the kisses that we have come this weekend I have given myself, who are kissing departed, solely from me. I do not know. you may be paranoid. but the idea has been dancing within several days. like butterflies in a glass jar. imagine all that I have come to believe. thinking about myself. I do not know. night to think and evening to sleep. to sleep and think how well I'm doing everything lately. with the star attached to the ass, again. evolving in the gigs, listening to compliments, confirming friends, Fotologger as ever, feeling satisfied by expanding the moments of rapport with people I barely know. my green coat is so cool. I will not be cold this winter, I hope. I want everything to remain more or less the same, I want them to evade this horrible certainty that things will soon begin to change. I want that if things are going to stop what they are someone tell me, everyone let me know. I want to be prepared. you have not had a hard time. I do not remember how to get up after a fall.
