Thursday, October 6, 2005

Song Lyrics Im A Freak Im A Weirdo

roskis @ 2005-10-06T11: 24:00

Today I bought a coat. a green coat. a green coat too warm for winter. I wish it were all that easy. you cold? because you buy a coat. but not when you are cold there is nothing to warm you soul, and soul is frozen. For days I have a horrible feeling. and try to remember and to remember, and try to give the least possible importance. but you know how I am. scratch to scratch until the head gets eaten so much scratch, even where there will be scratched. the fact is that I think all the kisses that we have come this weekend I have given myself, who are kissing departed, solely from me. I do not know. you may be paranoid. but the idea has been dancing within several days. like butterflies in a glass jar. imagine all that I have come to believe. thinking about myself. I do not know. night to think and evening to sleep. to sleep and think how well I'm doing everything lately. with the star attached to the ass, again. evolving in the gigs, listening to compliments, confirming friends, Fotologger as ever, feeling satisfied by expanding the moments of rapport with people I barely know. my green coat is so cool. I will not be cold this winter, I hope. I want everything to remain more or less the same, I want them to evade this horrible certainty that things will soon begin to change. I want that if things are going to stop what they are someone tell me, everyone let me know. I want to be prepared. you have not had a hard time. I do not remember how to get up after a fall.

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

What Doesc3/4 Mild Right Forminal Stenosis ,mean?

roskis @ 2005-09-21T21: 50:00

an unexpected decision. A note on the table and a disappearance. hour drive and desires are humming the songs. north of the north. 305. a kiss. paranoia are blurred. memories of a smell that was lost over time. stairs overlooking the skyline. kites in the wind. dreams on paper. in gloss and matte. walks moons smell of salt and breathtakingly beautiful. smiles and laughter. complicity. cold and desire. climb? ups. your face cut through the cracks of light that slip between the blind (...) another city. almost the same winter sun. a mountain full of art. honest eyes and a friendly smile from someone unknown. beverage, food, full of magic juggling children and elderly wooden flower hats. jokes land and equally beautiful sisters. star lights disappear and appear transformed into millions of colors and shapes. the warmth of a friend in which skin of the cold. no uncomfortable silences back to the shelter. laughter emerging from the folds of the sheets and lights go out. anything is possible (...) sensations that seem impossible to forget.

Sunday, September 18, 2005

Christmas Lights Electricity Diagram



back down, fill bottles with uncertainties, sat looking at them through the glass. refills of contradictions. to love and be afraid of love. to feel and have feel afraid. the silences are not what they were. I waves, tides want, I want to erase the traces of your past and let the waves take them away. I think my inner believes you the wished her a day and now he does. and I think that this hurts me because you are both stuck like pins. Burton said it. The more you approach, the more they stick. I am not well. I yell for you to come save all this. but just goes silent. always has been. when things start to fade, just let them disappear. I do not know if this time I will have the strength to fight for this, even if he wants, although I wish with all my heart.